The start of my journey

My mindset changed ever since i read so many books about financial literacy. I treasure every minutes of my time and try to be productive and not waste time. I don't know why but I loved it. I think I really love the process just what Gary Vaynerchuk said I really love this quote I always think that I started too late. That If I already read financial books at the age of 15, I could have save lots of money.  I was really a spender. Buying clothes just to make my profile cool. Without noticing that I really don't need clothes that much. Maybe I really need to be thankful that I started early. But I need to hustle. I promise to stay productive as much as I can and never waste money and time on leisures😆

This is my first time donating Blood But before that shit happened. I was outside for almost 1 hour, indecisive. Deciding whether I'll go or not. In other words. Fear is starting to eat me. Like my brain is all wired up and stuff. But then I realized, " Andito nako, ngayon ka pa mag babackout kung kelan ilang lakad ka nalang sa building". Then after realizing that it is all fear, I gave it a shot and walked inside the building.  The result? TADAAAAAA Dami kong narealize. Na lahat ng indecisiveness ko sa buhay is all types of fear.  Fear of losing, fear of being ashamed etc. But the one thing I fear the most is fear of regret. Yung regret na pag tumanda ako, nakatulala na sasabihin na " Sayang, dapat nung bata pako nitry ko na yung gusto ko, wala namang mawawala kung ginawa ko yon". At yan din narealize ko about life. Na you have to take plenty of risk and failure and setbacks to achieve what you really want in life.  My parents were angry...

This is my 1st month of trading again with real money  It sucks haha at the same very exciting. It's really hard without having a mentor. Given that the mentorship program here in the Philippines is expensive that I can't really afford. But the good thing without a mentor is that really start with nothing. Just like Gary Vaynerchuk said "You don't need a Fucking mentor. Just accept that it requires hard work" I noticed may things already. Most of my mistakes pertains about discipline and patience. I'm not disciplined enough to wait for the perfect kill. Mostly I experienced FOMO or the fear of missing out and I am sososososososososos impatient on waiting my setups. Ow and by the way, I have finished my baktesting and it seems that I have an edge in the market. Patience on waiting my set up is really the key As of this writing, this is the situation of my portfolio Until next post.

BACKTEST 101 This is the result of 2008 and 2009 in backtesting my first strategy. I still need 8 years of data. I'm not finish yet. I still have my 2 system untouched or not backtested. Till next blog guys! PS: I'm sorry for not composing long blogs. I'm not doing this for the views, I'm doing this because when I'm earning millions on equities, then I can show this to people that there are no such thing as overnight success. You need to eat shit for a long time.  You just need to be patient. 

LOSSES YUP. First month in trading resulted to more losses than winners It sucks tho, but at the same time I love it, I really really love it. My losses led me to creating my system.  Now I'm backtesting my system. I'm so sorry for not updating always on time. I need to master position trading or the stealth mode. Because this will be my first strategy while I am an employee. I just need to hustle and hustle. 

Installing pure positivity in my mind I don't want negativity in my life. It sucks tho because it seems like I am the only person who have a different perspective about money. People think like I'm crazy and it's impossible. That's why I always listen to Gary Vee's podcast always.  Gary Vee changed me. Internal and external. And also I realized that I'm not different because they have the same thinking as mine. I will continue to listen to Gary Vee to install positivity continously. Till next blog pips! PS. I'm sorry I did not post any blog during weekends because my relatives from bulacan went to our province to visit and see us and I was so busy entertaining them.  I'm really sorrrrrry. Atleast I posted even though it's late. Byeee😊

MY FIRST ACTIVE TRADING WITH NEW BROKER( COL FINANCIAL) Yup. First day of my active trading and it resulted to 3 stocks bleeding like shit. But I'm not afraid. I'm trying to NOT be attached to money. I'm just thinking that money is neutral. Like it won't affect any shit at me.  This will be my first step, even though I've actively traded a lot and still make mistakes. I do believe that I can make money in the stock market.  I just have to Enjoy the process.  Below you will see a screenshot of my stupidity during my buying transaction  Due to my stupidity and unawareness. I bought 1000 shares of CHP @1.98. I'm confused that I didn't even know that I bought that fucking 1000 shares. I'm just like ' Puta bat may 1000 shares ng CHP @ 1.98??'. I really have no idea. Promise. And it's not included in my plans. Well, newbies will make tons of mistake before being profitable. I don't know when will I be profitable. I jus...