This is my first time donating Blood But before that shit happened. I was outside for almost 1 hour, indecisive. Deciding whether I'll go or not. In other words. Fear is starting to eat me. Like my brain is all wired up and stuff. But then I realized, " Andito nako, ngayon ka pa mag babackout kung kelan ilang lakad ka nalang sa building". Then after realizing that it is all fear, I gave it a shot and walked inside the building. The result? TADAAAAAA Dami kong narealize. Na lahat ng indecisiveness ko sa buhay is all types of fear. Fear of losing, fear of being ashamed etc. But the one thing I fear the most is fear of regret. Yung regret na pag tumanda ako, nakatulala na sasabihin na " Sayang, dapat nung bata pako nitry ko na yung gusto ko, wala namang mawawala kung ginawa ko yon". At yan din narealize ko about life. Na you have to take plenty of risk and failure and setbacks to achieve what you really want in life. My parents were angry...